This summer has been moving along at a very fast clip and I'm not happy about it! It kind of scares me to be honest. I don't feel like I'm living my life to the fullest, but at the same time, it's like, how can I right now? I'm working all the time, trying to save money for school. It's all like all about.. money money money!!!! I'm sick of it, but I can't stop. I need a car, I have to pay for school, textbooks, and a laptop, I have several trips planned, the list goes on. It's stressing me out a little.
Plus, not having a lot of friends doesn't help either. I miss Courtney so much. I love the friends I have here, don't get me wrong, but they don't get me like Court does.
I'm just afraid that my life is going to pass me by, that I'll keep telling myself it'll be better next year and then I'll blink and I'll be forty saying the same thing..... It's enough to make me shudder. Ha. Enough whining though. I am pretty happy at the moment, even though It may not seem like it with the way I whine on here all the time. I've been doing better at not letting the stresses in my life affect my mood so much. I just shrug it off, knowing that it'll work it out somehow.
Enough for now, I'll be back soon.
<3 Andrea
