Bring you down. Hard.

It's funny how you can be sad and happy at the same time. Things make you happy, things make you sad. It never seems to be one or the other. I'm learning to deal with this. But I want to learn to be happy with what I have more then I am at the moment. There is always something to bring you down. Hard. Things that shouldn't really bring you down. The small things. They're the worst.