November 23, 2008

Trying to put it in the past

Why can't I get him out of my head? It's been two week since I've heard from him. I don't expect to hear from him. But I can't get him out of my head. I'm always thinking about him. Stuff we did, things he said. He's a part of who I am now. These experiences are a part of me. Changing who I am. But why am I still obsessing over him? I want him out of my head!!! I thought it was because he was the first guy I kissed and I got overly attached, wanting him to be the one, that I blew things out of proportion. But now I'm not sure.

I'm trying to put it in the past, hold on to myself, and don't look back.

But it's not working.

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